Monday, November 07, 2005
dwn dwn me
call me stubborn...call me stupid...i'm lovesick. i sat there n waited but no sign of him. knowing tt he'll not reply yet i still sms him.
how i'm feeling now? tired...disappointed...i juz wanted to get him to talk. something's bothering him, at least my 6th sense tells me so. juz want him to know tt there's someone - me who's willing to listen to him juz lk before.
guess i'll juz stop for now or he'll find me a pest. i've got to stop. gonna put tt full stop somewhr. it juz has to get started. can tt full-stop b backspace...it's a question mark still...will i ever know the ans...
at least i know i still care for him. juz tt i've got to watch him fr far now. aft trying for so many times n getting little or no reponse, i'm not tt thick-skinned. i'm reduced to the bones now.
dun keep a distance fr me
let me love you
i've nv ask u for anything
juz let us fall in love again
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
10:52 pm
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